you know it didn’t mean anything anyway
sorry i mistook you rolling around the floor with me, unzipping my pants and your pupils dilating with lust as just another fucking game
it feels like my heart is breaking again this has been a very long and painful four years of loving you which once again has proved to mean absolutely nothing to you
i am going to leave the fucking country and never speak to you again because I love you and this is how I deal with emotions I cannot possibly handle or process.
but also fuck me for even thinking this could work?